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Once I Straggled In

by Gerard Starling

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1.
Freeze Town 02:54
A freeze town of places I have known look at me now and the faces I have shown a seed down a space becomes a home pull a weed out to see where it has grown can’t you see now my heart is out on loan look at me now no longer on my own
2.
Away Again 03:12
sequences we all ignore combinations at the open door away again incognito we applaud reality is charged as a fraud away again feminising seeds that becomes spore always taking never making more away again
3.
Cooling Sun 03:27
You're a cooling sun let it go I'm a fooling one; thought you'd know by now when you're dead to rights and it shows you just want to fight now I want nothing at all Yet the posty comes to my door bringing junk mail from work like I want to be there some more do we dance for fun ? Or is it a chore? Would it still be down, just yourself on the floor?
4.
Derek 03:22
When we crossed paths I thought you'd stay for longer then the sun went down and they told me you'd went under but three weeks before you gave your stuff away you hugged the girls and gave me your records to play and it only feels like you've gone somewhere far and I'll bring you home while I play your old guitar There's a man at work who sort of speaks the same, we talk old songs I know you loved and played, at the end of the night when I drop the needle down, it's as close as I get to having you around.
5.
7:30 03:00
7:30, the heating is still on, and I'm so dirty; I don't think that I belong but if you'll clean me up I'll hold you all night long I am hurting so I'll sing it in a song the worlds against me how could my horoscope be wrong? Shouldn't have looked it up, maybe cancer is called that for a reason. I'm above you, stuck between the roof and the ceiling, 13 years old, religious logic's unappealing and if hells below, why is praying always done best kneeling ?
6.
If you're feeling muddy let me hose you down we can build a cubby form the sheets on the ground I can brush your hair whilst we lay on the lounge; While the fire's burning steady, and The Beach Boys play loud, while the fire's burning steady, and The Beach Boys play loud. Uber-eats some dumplings, hey no stress, It's my shout! You pay just enough by simply being around We can speak a lot or we can speak no sound While the fire's burning steady, and The Beach Boys play loud, While the fire's burning steady, and The Beach Boys play loud. And it changes, and it makes us, let it shape us never breaking I loved you just enough so you would stay in town my heart has disappeared there's just a hole where it's found time is ticking over, I don't know where you're bound, Now the fire has burnt out and The Beach Boys have drowned now the fire has burnt out and The Beach Boys have drowned and it changed us And it shapes us I can't fake it That we're breaking
7.
Wish List 04:22
When I’m down its pouring, and when I’m home I’m boring but you don’t seem to see that in me you’re just as happy by the fire while we watch tv I get up on Sunday and it’s too late for breakfast but I still cook pancakes for you the batter’s lumpy but you still think they’re the best in the world We head out to Smith street just to grab Messina it’s almost winter and the line is out the door, I guess that’s why we keep coming back for more You moved in after Christmas and I was scared of commitment I’ve never had to be an adult in my life before and now there’s nothing in the world that I’d trade you for not for all the records in My Discogs want list anymore. there’s nothing in my life that I’d trade you for
8.
See My Self 04:02
See my self I'm crying again see my self lying again on this old shelf I tidy new again throw your old letters, drawings, photos, in the bin but still you linger in every pair of eyes I look in
9.
Yellow-Tail 04:25
My chest is screaming; lust for you I know that it is wrong what can I do ? You handed me a cup filled with tea I held it to my lips it's bitter just like me the cards that I hold for the wrong game I only have my self to place the blame rambling at you in the van I fear that I have shown my losing hand call it what you will it feels the same when shapes begin to mould please call my name
10.
KV Saved Me 04:28
So please go slow, these sleeping thoughts they show we bleed all we know sew seeds to trees they'll grow for what it's worth I'll begin repetition's wearing thing you can't see what's within for all you know I'm living without sin
11.
If you still see me when all the light is gone, if you still think you can mend a heart forlorn a dinner out a hearty book a picture from the trip we took I don’t regret what I have left behind, I’ll hold you up when you can’t stand up or yourself I won’t give up to be the one to help you change your mind Over the hill, not as green as your eyes If thoughts are creeping you wish you were no more, if you keep weeping, and drowning on the floor, I’ll pack my things and tuck you in reflect the love you always bring but never seem to mirror on yourself I do believe that I’ve cashed in I never saw this happening I always spent the night time by myself Over the hill not as green as your eyes

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Thankyou endlessly to Tom Braham for believing in my music and always being a crucial part of making these come to life. Thankyou to the Braham family for letting us use the shed to record majority of this album. Thankyou to Richard Andrew for letting me sit in and learn the magic of your craft, Thankyou to Mum and Dad for believing in me and helping me to exist, and to remain. Thankyou to the love found and lost, then found again, for inspiring the songs. Recorded on unceded Wurundjeri country.

Mastered by Crystal Mastering.

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released January 1, 2020

Gerard Starling - Instruments, Vocals, Recording and production
Tom Braham - Recording, Production, bass, percussion, guitar

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Gerard Starling Melbourne, Australia

Melbourne's Gerard Starling is a folky force to be reckoned with. Channeling Neil Young, with a nod to the haunting Elliott Smith vocal. Gerard invites you into his complex mind, wistfully observing life's incarnations.

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